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甘瑅走后，最初的一两个月，甘棠没法接受现实。她每天回到家，都会下意识找一圈。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;gpLO1X2JYfema9FURBMKWE5iAnSkbjPCc3yVNQ7z&lt;blockquote&gt;

他像个看不见的幽灵，当她在卧室里时，他仿佛留在自己的房间，当她找遍他的房间时，他又似乎躲进洗手间。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;pQAJyBs7T5SVrFqaWtRbUnoDZ0fwvL61eH8u3Nji&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘瑅没带走几样东西，以至于房屋陈设还保留原来的模样，桌上有些杂乱，甘棠最初想要整理，却又放弃了。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;FBfE6Wr45RLkZJA8o7yUDgTKC0n2NixhzVeIq1PO&lt;blockquote&gt;

她不忍破坏他曾留下的痕迹。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;zgSvdaHLQB1tVRqOp89KhfCukwU6Yy7M2F0IJWbj&lt;blockquote&gt;

只是，随着时间过去，桌上积了灰，甘棠终究还是得抹去那些痕迹。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;XdHsAyTelvJ1RQz2oB6YG8mgntINE7c0kaCSr93h&lt;blockquote&gt;

干净整洁的桌子，不会等来弄乱它的那个人。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;mVAGB4ibs5HfqNj6r1gh2ndvlD8CaTMYXES7RuUW&lt;blockquote&gt;

寂寥吗？&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;2OKRiGNTx1HEkdp3yhWPnqr94zbZJXlajCBS8FVL&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘棠缩抱成一团，睡在他的床上。贪恋着那一点残留的气息。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;o49lFU8v6xgh7JXqWCBKafM1tbLjePz0nrYOAiku&lt;blockquote&gt;

孤独吗？&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;ozMyHR0jhDB8A1pFOYkwXQfbLCiu7dWqgGnKEPcZ&lt;blockquote&gt;

她不知道，一场相聚渺茫的分离，同死别有何区别。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;GeifCqa0pJPnTgO9Vc8M3l6BF2ArxZmEvYbR4LdS&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘瑅抛下了她。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;QA6YxMWKUrNTaLdmozODB0Ew9Hyvi3hJ547Cc1Ig&lt;blockquote&gt;

活人的抛弃不比死人，是出于自身意志抉择，因而显得更不可原谅。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;1JOPTGq84Nw7bxSnpdEV3oMcy6rY2BRvAlg9jXkm&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘棠因这个被一点点强化巩固的认知，对甘瑅恨意与日俱增。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;ca4xG795mgVpekZSCLrKfJvlQiFYo3y8Tb6UztXs&lt;blockquote&gt;

他就最好死了。她咬牙切齿地想。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;AJniRYZD9xtLGNUdCmp5E7VSbsQvkBcHw6Xyhr4P&lt;blockquote&gt;

然后就梦到了他。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;RC7OU0JfT4va9eszVn1XHcFhkSb5iWKqMxGpumDZ&lt;blockquote&gt;

少年像只猫似的被抓住封进棺材，送进暗不见光的地底洞穴。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;mFq3hkC68lxEzO1bY0BGHKgs7wupWveAyVNTZtcr&lt;blockquote&gt;

洞穴宽敞，两旁摆满密密麻麻的棺材。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;ZNsXCwjH2GvYxumBrWyhVT5bgDO6iEa9LJ8cSoRP&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘棠急的心急火燎，顾不得害怕，自那些棺材之间寻找甘瑅，小声唤他的名字。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;lO3bepzCX0KWYt4JZdSQMrhGVIkUHgDTRyF5ELsx&lt;blockquote&gt;

后来，少年就推开棺材盖，慢悠悠坐起身招呼她，“姐，我在这儿呢。”&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;tC4cD1zBNIRwVJQq386WihpYja2xoOZvAmK5UbPn&lt;blockquote&gt;

他的肤色苍白得近乎透明，在昏暗的洞穴里泛着淡而柔和的光。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;Kx45yognJCD0ReBtbLshfm7aEMzGIZcwSYlWVdvT&lt;blockquote&gt;

迎着狂喜的甘棠，甘瑅只哀伤一笑，“姐，你来晚了，我没法离开了。”&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;L4Yfu5XihOWmksSvcKB2IGg73ZUPVEd0aHN6yTAF&lt;blockquote&gt;

“我已经死了。”&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;ZGvt7d5OlJ1QmKgrVj09AzMIRB6XnUTqcuPfpkSy&lt;blockquote&gt;

怎么会这样？&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;quJHRBWxEgK16amD0SA4O9cQoskzXF5vP8wTZtbp&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘棠难以置信地看着他，少年的一颦一笑都是这么鲜活，可他却说他死了。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;AeB5CnaWlw0gFHSRh9P6GQNVdo4U71xvZsXJYf2O&lt;blockquote&gt;

她难以置信，去摸他的手，指尖触到的唯有冰冷坚硬，碰触只在一瞬，破碎，化开，散成齑粉。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;XuCLYMjvOSQeUt7GIc1K5Dk8WEr3ZRal4Pbf0o6q&lt;blockquote&gt;

她看着他一点一滴自眼前化成烟一般细的粉末，落回棺材里。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;uVqUambehR9P7AS1BgpQJvOM0kilYItnfj2EZyN5&lt;blockquote&gt;

甘棠看着自己颤得不成样子的指尖。那里正逐渐化作半透明的白，如同被点着的烟头。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;3C5P7tLRrxhkmnTwZ2WDpvjGMEgXAVqOKsae9Niu&lt;blockquote&gt;

她心里一动，吹了一下，身体也跟着一节节化掉了。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;zLxsUEwhATbv615NjM23Gkp7ZKOru9QDIoFCPnY8&lt;blockquote&gt;

偏在这时，洞窟深处吹来一阵风，将她化成的那一把灰推得远了。&lt;blockquotecite='<ahref="target="_blank">class='copyright'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'&gt;2qICUlmYuXQK9eWfZHrbkGDw15x0TEda8i6S74jc&lt;blockquote&gt;

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